Cant Get Over Him
I talked to this guy on and off for almost 2 years now. I never really gave him the time of day. I think mostly because of my own insecurities like thinking that its crazy for someone to like me as much as, lets call him "John", did.
He would always call me beautiful and make me feel great. He always wanted to see me but I would stray away. He was good friends with my cousin so on certain occasions we would see each other when I was with my cousin.
Fast forward to why we are now not talking. I was hanging out with John and could blatantly see him texting another girl. I got pissed, as any girl would, and ignored him. He claimed that because I always shrugged him off he found nothing wrong with talking to other girls. He has a point! He can but it was disrespectful to do it right in front of me.
Fast forward 3 months and he has a new girlfriend. This was probably in March. I'm writing this in August so as of now he has been with her for 6 months. He seems really happy and she does too, but I find myself jealous but not in a hateful way. I just hate myself for missing a chance of being with him. At times I even find myself thinking I'm in love with him.
It's just one big laugh in my face every time I see a picture of them together. I want to be with him so bad but i know it's probably never going to happen. How can I get over him:(